disapointed with how things have gone. very little has improved. yay for a job… but ive never hated a job so quickly in my life. the job and the ppl i work with, to sum it up, if you didnt want to keep me you shouldve fired me stop making me feel like your putting up with me. i am working my ass of for you people and its apparently not good enough? im very confuzed. trying not to let it eat at me. hopefully i can find something worth while. problem is the area everyone is in the same boat , the 2 main big office companies are apparently also awful to work for so its very difficult call. id rather be working 4am shifts at my old work then this. i wish there was a place like this here. im hoping to get in to the wee place in the mall nothing yet. but i can still hope. in this small town surprisingly no real small coffee places , like family places of any kind to get in on. so i guess we will see. oh also i couldve had a great time working at the other location of my current place. i was scheduled as such that if i do … it will fuck me over and… might not be able to ie) 3 hour shifts in time slots that would not allow me enough time to get between places. i honestly feel sabotaged. sorry its the truth, i get a possible extra 12 hours a week which would be perfect, and i might not be able to take them bc my work has me working mini shifts at stupid times.are you fucking kidding me.so yeah i hope i can find something reliable anywhere.
love is still lovely we’ve lived together for almost a year now and are going great ( thank god) and gabirel is nice and healthy he is such a beefcake now!have had some great friend outings and such and xmas/my birthday plans look exciting.!
my art is going ok but im still not advancing as id like but i guess no one does. i hope i can get to a happy point with it.
i was trying to find out why one of my shows was cancelled that had been on for like 6 seasons, i couldnt really find any real reason or reiable one but one thing that was sited, not job stress or life stress ” oh the host has come out as bisexual so they have a lot of stuff to sort out” was the sum of the quote. that has NOTHING to do with the show we never see any of their love lives or friends so ?!! im sorry my sexuality does not come in to play at my work and its none of anyones business so why the hell was this sited. grrrr.
ok thats my strange random post